Things don't feel right over here… Lately I haven't been seeing clear.
I'm not sure what's been going on the past few months. It's like someone has stole my ability to comprehend my own inspiration. I'm not sure that makes much sense, but just imagine something that comes as natural to you as walking leave you one morning, without warning. My inspiration flung its arms wide in the face of the sun and danced away from me. It didn't even leave a note on the night stand. Even this blog is plagued with diffused words from overly inflated ideas. It's not even a matter of execution… the ideas haven't even been developed. Maybe it's my heart. My heart's not in it. I'm forcing it… My attention span has dwindled to that of a 2 year old in a Chucky Chesse, whose parents are trying to get him to sit still for a family picture.
Ok so I'll switch subjects and I bet my inspiration will sneak up from behind and steal a kiss… so let's see… hmm… I watched Ocean's Eleven and Twelve this past week. I seem to have a new found love for spy movies. Jeremy asked me if I was planning to rob someone… lol… who knows. I need to rob someone for their inspiration. WHERE IS MY INSPIRATION! No matter… The quotes I've been living by for the past few months are these: "Free your heart and show your greatness" and "Live, Don't' just exist!" So that's what I've been trying to do… forcing it though… Hmm… I told you this was random… I'll be back tomorrow… This time I'm waking up to inspiration. GOD and all HIS blessings are my real inspiration. I'm not forcing it.
3 comments:
As long as I am not brought in for questioning, do your thing. I've been watching a lot of CSI and "First 48" on A&E, so if you need me to lie under oath about you stealing 19 million from the Bellagio, I am more than certain I would crack under the pressure. Those guys are good, and I am clumsy. Not a great combination for NOT being caught....
I enjoyed this entry. I've been feeling similar lately.
Stick to the basics and do with this advice what you wish.
I also enjoyed this even though it kinda just hangs out there.... it still got the point across, I think I can relate to this feeling every now and then.
Keep doing what you do!
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